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- BOOKS, Page 70Time ArrestedBy Stefan Kanfer
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- CAT'S EYE
- by Margaret Atwood
- Doubleday; 446 pages; $18.95
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- The shopper, a woman nearing 50, pauses before a cosmetics
- counter. "I'd use anything if it worked," she reflects. "Slug
- juice, toad spit, eye of newt, anything at all to mummify myself,
- stop the drip-drip of time, stay more or less the way I am."
-
- And then Elaine Risley moves on. She is poignantly aware that
- all the rejuvenating creams and unguents in the world are useless
- against the abrasions of time. Only two devices have ever been
- known to arrest the years: memory and art. She puts both to use in
- this quirky, brilliant evocation of a childhood seen from the
- middle of the journey.
-
- For almost a decade, Margaret Atwood's fellow Canadians have
- dubbed her the "high priestess of angst." If the title is not
- exactly flattering, it is not entirely unfair. Most of her previous
- two dozen volumes of poems and fiction were freighted with
- allegorical misery: The Edible Woman feels herself cannibalized by
- family and friends; the paleontologist of Life Before Man views the
- people around her as potential fossils; in The Handmaid's Tale, a
- future America goes to hell when it is taken over by religious
- fundamentalists. But in Cat's Eye, Atwood jettisons her old
- techniques in favor of recognizable landscapes and more plausible
- griefs.
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- Elaine is a painter based in British Columbia, "as far away
- from Toronto as I could get without drowning." Only a retrospective
- of her works lures her back. But the praise of young feminists
- seems ignorant or condescending, and the town's gleaming new
- facades have an even worse effect. "Underneath the flourish and
- ostentation," she decides, "is the old city . . . malicious,
- grudging, vindictive, implacable. In my dreams of this city I am
- always lost."
-
- This sense of loss appears and reappears in a series of densely
- detailed flashbacks. It begins when her father, a field naturalist,
- abandons the lyrical Canadian woods for a university job. She and
- her brother exchange a "rootless life of impermanence and safety"
- for the urban wilderness of conformity and cliques. The boy, a
- prodigy, retreats into a private world of abstruse science and
- physics. Elaine seeks acceptance by her peers, a gaggle of
- victimizing girls led by a meanspirited brat named Cordelia. Atwood
- understands that no subsequent humiliations can ever cut so deep
- as those of youth. The cruelties done to the narrator become
- sources of a melancholia that affects the rest of her days.
-
- Atwood is 49, her father was an entomologist, and she spent
- her early years in the Canadian woods before moving to Toronto. It
- would be easy to view this novel as one more thinly fictionalized
- autobiography. But Cat's Eye is no mere tracing of events. It is
- concerned, not to say obsessed, with the accurate representation
- of youthful feelings.
-
- Like her brother, Elaine finds sustenance in a rich inner life.
- But his is charged with a scientist's theorems; hers is
- transfigured by a painter's sensibilities. At dinner she thinks,
- "I'm eating . . . the wing of a tame turkey, the stupidest bird in
- the world, so stupid it can't even fly any more. I am eating lost
- flight." Snow falls onto skin "like cold moths; the air fills with
- feathers." On a phonograph record, Frank Sinatra turns into "a
- disembodied voice, sliding around on the tune like someone slipping
- on a muddy sidewalk. He slithers up to a note, hits it, flails,
- recovers, oozes in the direction of another note." In conversations
- with boyfriends, "the important parts exist in the silences between
- the words. I know what we're both looking for, which is escape.
- They want to escape from adults and other boys, I want to escape
- from adults and other girls. We're looking for desert islands,
- momentary, unreal, but there." Fallen women seem "women who had
- fallen onto men and hurt themselves."
-
- Elaine's emotional life is effectively over at puberty.
- Subsequent portraits of the artist show her as a naive and unwise
- lover of her drawing instructor; as a divorcee whose marriage broke
- up dispassionately, out of an insuperable numbness; and finally,
- as a wife and mother attempting to shield her daughters from the
- headlines screaming of violence and sex. Only in the role of a
- mother can she confess, "I am capable of being shocked; as I never
- was when I was not one." Even so, it is the 1950s and not the 1980s
- that inform her responses. Mature affairs are nowhere near so
- memorable as the early speculations about sex. And Elaine's family
- members, from her doomed brother to her devoted husband, seem mere
- walk-ons compared with Elaine's nemesis Cordelia in her roles as
- the tyrannous child and as a grownup who eventually recedes into
- insanity.
-
- But these shortcomings never diminish the acuity of the
- searching Cat's Eye. "No one ever keeps a secret so well as a
- child," wrote Victor Hugo. Atwood's achievement is the decoding of
- childhood's secrets, and the creation of a flawed and haunting work
- of art.